Monday, September 13, 2010

Perhaps I am meant to swim in deep water...

September 4-6, 2010

August's parents have been called to serve an LDS Mission in the Missouri Independence Mission. We were able to visit over Labor Day Weekend. We took Bella, but left the boys in the hands of loving great-grandma, great-aunt, grandpa and aunt and uncle. This was the FIRST time they have spent more then 1 night away (which they have only done once or twice). August and I have traveled a lot with all of our kids. Bella hasn't flown since last year, so we assumed (wrong) that she would be a great traveler just like the boys. She screamed from take-off to touch-down. It wasn't fun. But, we were glad we made it because it was SOOOO good to see Mom and Dad Spangler!! It had been 8ish months since we saw them last.
The main reason we came was to visit and catch up. But, with so much history in the area we couldn't pass up the opportunity to visit. The first night we visited Liberty Jail. It is where Joseph Smith spent 5 (horrible) month awaiting trial. It brought life to D&C 121 for sure. It was an amazing experience to have a personal tour by two amazing missionaries (wink, wink). We were the only ones there after the Jail had closed for the evening. Amazing to say the least. It is awesome to hear personal accounts of individuals who sacrificed so much for something besides themselves. We watched a movie about Joseph Smith before the tour and one line stuck with me, "perhaps I am meant to swim in deep water". I have thought a lot about this. I think each one of us finds ourselves in situations that are hard. Situations that seem unbearable. But, when we realize that perhaps we are meant to traverse the particular challenge then I/we assume that we must have the skills to make it to the other side. I know that we are presented with challenges in life that make us learn and grow. Our own "refiners fire" in a sense. It makes us who we are. This jail was seen as Joseph Smith's refiners fire.


"Sister Spangler"
Grandma and Grandpa also serve at the Independence, MO visitors center.

They have lots of pioneer information and displays. I think the boys would have had enjoyed it all.



On Monday, we headed to Far West. The drive there was beautiful (but, I am a sucker for anything nature related). This was my first time in Missouri. Reminded me of TN without the hills. Far West is a dedicated temple site, without a temple. Only the four cornerstones were placed before the saints were driven out. It is hard to explain the feeling felt there.  The only description is sacred. Similarly to how I view current LDS temples now.

Bella had a ball running in the grass and being free of the car:) Being there made me want my boys with us to experience it. If I want my boys with me on vacation, I can't imagine how I would feel without them in the next life. I am thankful for the belief of eternal families.

More HERE on eternal families and temples.

After Far West, we headed to Adam-ondi-Ahman. Just thinking about the significance of this place is overwhelming. It held the same peaceful feeling as Far West.  LDS members believe this is the place that Adam and Eve first went after leaving the Garden of Eden and the place Adam will return and visit his people and hold a great priesthood leadership meeting.

Just being here made me want to be better and try harder at...everything.

Bella played peek-a-boo behind a tree at Adam-ondi-Ahman.

This is Preacher's Rock. It is where Joseph Smith himself stood and taught the saints many years ago.

Usually when we go on vacations it includes the beach and ocean. This vacation was a little different, but totally enjoyable. We mostly enjoyed visiting and letting Bella catch up with Grandma and Grandpa. We can't wait to see them again!!

PS: The airplane ride home was equally as horrible.

First Grade: 2010

August 25, 2010

I new the summer had to come to an end...but I just kept hoping that for some strange reason school would be cancelled and I could keep my baby home. I know a lot of mom's look forward to school starting. I definitely do not. Strange, because I am such an academic person. When the time comes, I look forward to going back to school and getting my masters myself. But I love being around my kids. Fighting and all. Sometimes I secretly hope that the schools will go bankrupt and I can keep my kids home and homeschool them. Or, I fantasize that we have to move to a far off place without English speaking schools. Then, I will HAVE to keep them home. Maybe it is that I have a controlling personality. I want to know what Caleb is doing, what he is learning and if he is happy or not. It is hard to send him off in the morning and hope he is happy, hope he is learning and hope he is being good. It just stresses me out. But, he did it...he started 1st grade. I cried...every morning for three days.


First Grade!!

He was sooo excited to start school.  He was excited to be there all day and even more excited to eat lunch there. When we walked to the bus stop I was anxious. He was not. I felt a lot better once I did see that all of the big kids on the bus were my scouts. Helped me feel A LOT better about who he would ride with. I enlisted them all to keep an eye on him.

At the bus stop all of the older kids play soccer. Caleb loves soccer. He ran right over to them and asked them if he could play. I about died. Wasn't he suppose to be scared of the 5/6th graders? I sure was at that age. But not Caleb. He joined right in and I was amazed at what GOOD, KIND kids we have in our neighborhood. They were so nice and so good to him.

After he left....I followed the bus. I know. Crazy. I didn't follow it last year. But this year...I was so worried about him being gone all day I just had too. He looked so big getting off the bus and trying to find his teacher...who was no where to be found. So, I jumped out of the car and helped him find her.  See...he did need me:) 

After school he was so excited to tell me about his day. The most pressing thing..."MOM, you don't need to send me food...they have it at school for us!!" (referencing school lunch). So, we packed lunch for about 4 days.  When he informed me that he REALLY wanted to eat at school. So, I let him. He LOVES it. I don't know how he gets excited about rib sandwiches or chef salad, but he does. Deep breath...school lunch won't kill him will it?

So, now I have a 1st grader. I only followed the bus for three days. I hid in the parking lot for the last two and cried. Not sure why. Maybe it is just that Caleb is amazing and it leaves me a little sad that I won't have him home as much anymore. Life goes on.

Cascade Springs

August 21, 2010

As a last get-a-way before school started we headed up AF Canyon and had lunch with the Younger's. It was a beautiful day. We picked a spot and had lunch. Afterwards, the kids rock climbed and "adventured" around. Then, we headed up to Cascade Springs.



Cascade springs is a short half-mile nature trail that wraps around a natural spring up American Fork Canyon. The kids love the streams, waterfalls and to walk along the boardwalks.
Caleb and Abbi
Josh and Beni looking for fish.
Nate, Steph and Maddi
Maddi and Bella

I have only been here during the fall. It is a great time to visit to see all of the beautiful colors. But, it was nice to have warm weather to enjoy and let the kids take there shoes off and play in the water.

After Cascade Springs, we took the dirt road over the mountain down into Midway and Heber. We had never done this and weren't sure what to expect. It ended up only being 6 miles.  We all loved it. We are all about new fun and adventure. When you add in a beautiful outdoor setting our family could not have enjoyed ourselves more.

After stopping for ice cream at the Dairy Keen, we headed down Provo Canyon and stopped at Bridal Veil Falls. There was still plenty of water coming down and it was FREEZING! I couldn't even stand in it for more then a few seconds...not sure how the kids did it. 

Nate helped the little boys check out the rocks.


August hung out with Bella...trying to avoid frost bite. Bella didn't mind at all. She was all about water. This girl is MOST happy when outside.Take her inside...and she is a different girl.

Alas...summer has come to an end. I love fall, but can't enjoy it because I know what is coming and I DO NOT like it. We tried last year to do fun "wintery" things. But Bella was too young. This year we are going to try again. Any suggestions? Any winter vacations that are fun...aspen, vail, park city???  We have a week between Christmas and New Years for vacation and want a winter destination to start a tradition. Any suggestions?

It is official...my summer wish list needs to be closed. We didn't do everything...but we had an amazing summer!!!! Only a short time (NOT) until next year!

Herriman Beach

August 20, 2010

Who needs the amazing Hawaiian ocean, the beautiful Florida waters, or the warm gulf coast...or even the sunny California pacific when we have HERRIMAN BEACH!!! Ok, ok...I would take any REAL beach in a heart beat (beach bum at heart), but this place isn't half bad. In fact, we had a lot of fun.  It is in Herriman, UT...just a few minutes from our house.

The water was clean and the sand was beautiful (as trucked in sand can be). Someone  comes each morning and cleans up the beach. I was impressed.
The parking lot is right behind where I am standing to take this first picture.  It is super easy to unload all of the gear and kids. It also has bathrooms (well, porta potties). Always a must when going somewhere with the kiddies.

My kids LOVE sand...so they had a great time. The water was a bit cold, but would have been great on a really warm day. We arrived at 9:30 in the morning and it was a little breezy.We were the only ones on the beach until 11ish...it was great.
I was really glad that I put Bella's life jacket on...I turned around to spread the blanket (5 seconds) and turned back around to find her bobbing in the water. Scared me to death. She learned her lesson and wouldn't go near the water unless I was with her.

I love my kids. I love taking them places. I love doing things with them. I would rather spend my days with them over anything else.  Having a moment...not sure why. Just feeling REALLY, REALLY blessed.